31 may 2o1o.. mon... 2342

now my mood is beta den tis afternoon.. afternoon mood is totali like shit!!! b4 meeting my lawyer.. i almost cry out in MRT... listening to songs... recalled alot of unhappi things...

when i meet my lawyer... we have a small chat... she said she can see frm my eyes tat... i have alot of sadness!!! haha... n she said alot of things to mi... which is true!!!! i kip my feeling for veri long long time... so... whenever i mention abt tat idiot.. i wil feel damn fucking sad... LOLz... im running away of my sadness for 6yrs!!!

no wonder ppl always asked mi tat.. y there is sadness in ur eyes.. i juz tel them i dun knw... LOL... dun knw all tis izzit affecting my memories?? not sure oso...

wil go see doc soon... we wil see how...



hubby now working wor.. miz hubby deep deep... muackz!!!!