26 march 2o1o... fri... 2323,,, confuse...

morning til afternoon... i hear alot of love songs... even i hear sad songs.. i oso feel touch... i wont feel sad... i tot of hubby.. alot alot of small small things he have done... so touching... have so mach things to tel him..

but whenever i saw him... i feel SHY!!! omfg.. wth happen to mi le?? 1st time in my life i actuali feel shy towards guy... not like mi lor...

anw.. today topic is im confuse... so confuse... in marriage thing.. not im not prepare to have a family.. juz tat... whenever we discuss abt our plan... im veri happi.. but when im alone... i feel so scare... so scare history wil repeat.. sumtimes so confuse til feel like crying... haiz...



to hubby

sori tat make u sad when u see tis blog... i reali dun knw wat to do...