21 march 2010... 2205....

another 55mins.. hubby gg to cal mi le.. mean hes gg to finish work soon liao... wahaha...

today had a great afternoon... baby benson have his full month celebration.. see xinfu de cpl... mi & my hubby oso planning alot of things liao... last nitez hubby slp at my hs wor.. i knw my hs veri noise... he nv slp well.. tonite he muz slp early.. tomolow afternoon den go find him.. dun wanna wake him up so early..

we ask alot of the prices.. abt ROM day.. wedding... give bith to baby... baby full month celebration... tis & tat.. n u knw wat... IS REALI COZ A BOMB!!! reali omg... but mi & hubby... reali happi in planning all tis... coz.. we planning to marry once he promoted... wil take another 2yrs if he reali work hard plus got the luck...

i blive he wont let mi down de.. i knw tis wil stress him alot.. now he muz knw how to deal wif the stress & how to handle it well.. im glad tat even thou hubby is so much younger den mi.. but he reali veri understanding... not i wanna give him so much stress.. is juz tat everything needs $$$.. where got things tat r free?? lolz

19months into our rs... even reality is so cruel.. but we stil managed well in our rs... even im the one who is taking more.. but i try not to always throw my temper... but sumtimes reali cannot control le.. haiz.. wat a useless mi.. cant help hubby much... i stil add stress to him...

to hubby

"sori tat i cant help u much.. yet i stil add on ur stress.. mi reali useless.. haiz... 19months le... we stil so lovely... keke.. hope tis wil nv change... til we grow old & die.. okie? we shall work reali reali hard together... den we can have our dreamz cm true..."

i love u hubby...