28 feb 2o1o... sun.....2149

tis week start my new job.. but i dun reali like.. so worked for 3days.. den quit liao.. so bore at office..

one main reason tat i quit.. is bcoz of my hubby..

his company ask him to work perm afternoon shift during his training.. means tis two month.. he wil have to work 15oo-23oo.. omg.. wat a shit timing.. so hard to meet him if i oso work outside.. even his off day i oso have to work.. sobx sobx.. den hai hubby have to cm find mi after his work.. it touchs mi n hurt mi at the same time.. touches mi is bcoz so late le.. he stil cm n find mi.. but hurts mi is bcoz so late liao.. i scare he tired wor.. but stil wil find a pt job soon after my sis recover.. sure every thus sat & sun.. i dun work.. wahaha.. thus is to pei hubby... sat n sun is for my son.. keke... reali miz hubby alot..

sumone sms mi sumthing tis morning.. dun wanna said who.. but i think she knw herself... i dun wanna waste my time.. let mi say one last time.. u love hear or not.. up to u...

'gal.. see.. i knw u dun like to hear tis kind of thing... but stil u have to face the truth.. if u dun help urself.. no one will..

is juz like.. there is a deep hole infront.. n u chose to fall inside.. when passer-by (ur frenz) throw a rope down n wanna pull u up.. u chose to let go the rope n let urself to fall deeper.. who to blame den?? choice is urs..

summore.. u r old enough to handle tis kind of rs.. dun blind urself.. FACE THE REALITY!!!! DUN DREAMING!!!!

in tis world.. not onli u r suffering.. u asked mi bk.. wat if my bf let go of mi.. how wil i feel?? now i tel u..

if is bcoz he dun love mi anymore.. den sorri.. i wont ask him bk..

if he is gg bk to his own country... i wil have a tok wif him.. if we find long distant rs is too miserable.. den we have to end it...

u think i nv go thro those stages tat i have to let go my loved ones?? i can tell u loudly!!! YES I DID B4.. n not onli once...

love not onli holding on.. got another kind of love.. cal letting go..'

tis is wat i have to say.. dun love to hear.. den SORRI.. NO ONE CAN HELP U!!!

so hungry.. HUBBY I MIZ U!!!!! <3>