o6.o3.2o11... sun... 2323

few more hrs gg to hubby de hs le wor... so happi...

alot of things happened... 我看开了。。 lies n lies... y am i living in tis kind of world agn... since last yr... 1st.. is mi n hubby having problems... den after ah soon re-appear.. my life is upside down... den follow by family problems...

tat period of time... is like living in hell.. losing myself... esp after ah soon appear... im like living the life when im stil teenage.. i feel like im a youngster... who is lost in life.. no direction... juz live day by day... NO!! tats not the life i wan now... alot of lies n lies...

now.. im bk to my track.. i dun understand.. y things r so simple... yet human love to make it so complicated... not gg bk to tis life agn.. feel SHIT!

SOON!! u bought mi miserable n make my life complicated... have u ever tot of ya own fucking future?? so many ppl help u... care for u.. give u so many chances... y the hell u did tat for?? juz bcoz of little problems.. den go bk ya 'bad habbit'?! IS JUZ EXCUSE!!! if mi n my frenz can get out of tat 'world'.. Y CANT U!!!???

no one owe u... we all no nid to help u.. u stil dun wanna wake up.. den sorri... U R OLD ENOUGH TO CHOSE YA BLOODY OWN PATH!! if one day.. everyone ignore u... den GOOD LUCK TO U!! may god bless u...

hubby: thx for everything... thx for forgiveness... thx for pei wo throu my reali down period.. n u nv complain... without u.. i reali dun knw where i am or who i am now... i remember tat nite.. i asked u n u ans..

while waiting for lift~~~

mi: hubby.. can i ask u sumthing?

hubby: ya?

mi: y i treated u so badly.. yet u stil treat mi so gd n nv leave mi?

hubby: ans is simple.. bcoz i love u~~~~

wif my son ard.. i have to hold bk my tears... i tears bcoz IM TOUCH by hubby actions.. GUYS LISTEN!! IS ACTIONS!! NOT ONLI WORDS!!!

i asked hubby.. bcoz he reali reali stay wif mi no matter wat happen... no matter how bad i treated him.. he stil try his veri best to make mi smile.. even sumtimes he knw im sad.. he juz quiet stay wif mi.. nv question mi anything..

even now.. i tot of how hubby loves n cares for mi esp tat period.. i feel reali reali touch.. not i wanna hao lian or wat.. juz wan my hubby knw tat.. u r THE BEST!!! n tis is telling ppl tat.. no matter u r gal/guy.. man/woman... actions counts.. dun juz SAY~~ n did nothing at all...


老公 谢谢你！！！ 我爱你！！！