26 jan 2o11.. 0059

feeling so miserable now... crying wifout sound now... feeling so hurt..

bitch always a bitch.. onli knw how to hurt ppl... i admit.. im a bitch... i reali dun deserve any gd guys.... i blame myself.. i dun blame u... u did nothing wrong... juz tat.. u r stil a guy... but i nid a man... the more i see abt us.. the more make mi miserable... starting to see the truth... make mi more miserable..

the more u care for mi... the more i feel like im shit... sori.. i cant change.. im stil mi... alot of things.. dun tel u... bcoz dun wanna see u so miserable.. i rather i cry alone... plz dun ask mi anything...

u r stil young.. theres many choices... im gg to 30... thinking diff... bcoz of mi... u force urself to change... juz b urself hao ma.. let mi see the real u.. at least i knw... dun cry bcoz of mi... dun feel sad for mi.. not worth.. im juz a bitch...

love u hubby... miz u so much now