28 n0v 2o1o.. sun.. 2104

now listening to songs.. alot of things cm to my mind... tis few days.. dun knw y.. mb due to not feeling well.. having real bad temper agn... abit abit oso cannot...

last nite.. kind of angry wif hubby.. is 'fishing' so interesting? when told him not to change anymore money.. nv listen... nvm.. last nite.. getting tired.. waiting for hubby to finish work.. he said he wanna fish... feeling like shit.. feeling damn sick.. sms-ed him.. told him im not playing anymore.. quarrel wif him...

we spend too much on many things.. we tok b4 to save up money.. we did! juz to open an account.. tats all... for so many months.. wat we have save?? juz the S$500.00.. nothing more..

mb he wil think.. im too reality.. am i?? i dun wanna bring all tis kind of problems out onli after we rom.. marriage life.. is not juz as easy as we tot of... esp cm to 'money'..

told him wil nid to postpone until we both knw how to handle our money.. if not.. how we gg to survive? i dun wan all the toking.. i wan all the action..

we r so close now.. yet so far.. not onli tis problems.. things gg so wrong now.. i nv say out.. doesnt mean theres no problems.. u can run away frm any problems.. ( tats wat most guys do).. we wil nv make it to tat day..

not threatening u.. or scaring u.. is juz the truth.. if for the cming yr.. we cant solve all the problems.. den we have to postpone our rom.. i dun wanna rush into marriage when the problems nv solve or stil there...

i dun wanna bring forward anything.. tok all b4 we deciding anything...



to hubby..

sorry hubby... <3