22 april 2o1o.. thus.. 231o

b4 gg to slp... decided to updated my blog...

today is wif my hubby de 20th month & 4days... LOLZ.. & we stil so loving... keke...

yesterday online watching the 'bai quan nu wang'.. the show quite nice.. is abt a woman (30plus) who is older den the young man (20plus) by 8yo... at the end they got together..

tis story reminds mi abt mi n my hubby.. im older den my hubby by 5yo.. i knw wat the woman worri abt... thinking~~~~ age is not a matter.. but thinking is... i oso worry abt tis.. like how she 1st met the man... is woman wanna get marry.. the man is not rdy.. bcoz he got nothing to give her... & cant promise her anything... but the man reali work hard for their future...

i knw hubby oso working hard now.. xinku ni le hubby.. but not onli our thinking im worri... the same old problems agn.. which is lies on mi.. 'trust'.. 'trust' is the words.. 'trust' sumone reali so hard?? haiz...

esp i heard his mum told mi he play til wee hr den slp... i did ask my hubby.. i got an explaination... BUT!!! i stil dun blive... LOLZ! so funny de mi... haha... am i a freak or wat... idk... if no 'trust'.. is reali hard to get together... mb i dun have much faith in myself??? mb~~~~

AM I CRAZY OT WAT???!!!! dun knw la.. juz cant b bother by my 'trust' or dun 'trust' anymore... kind of tired... LOLZ.... the higher my hubby climb.. the more i worri n happi at the same time... happi bcoz he earn alot.. worri is bcoz.. the richer he is... means he wil change...

let fate decide ba... reali tired to care abt tis kind of rubbish le... have den gd.. dun have den i wil go for plan B... live wifout man.. onli wif my son~~~ LOLZ

HUBBY!!! miz u lots lots!!!!

o ya.. juz nw went to watch KICK ASS... is quite nice.. lolz... funny... muz watch ar...

nitez everyone... nitez hubby!!!