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~~ always happi de mi... always happi wif my life... ~~

" [parent] tend to see every real or imagined

imperfection in their child as a sign tat they

have failed... they kip straining to cr8 their

fantasy of the ideal child instead of

appreciating the real child they actualli have.."

-Eyelyn B Thoman, PhD,

child-development researcher,

University of Connection

tis morning wake up at 0900... prepare for my son school workshop... gg to learn new things abt how to understand my son more... n the correct way of teaching my son...like all the old ppl said... give birth is easy... but teaching is hard... i totali agree..

eversince i gave birth til last yr... i nv reali understand my son... all i care abt is work n play... ( spend my time mostly at work )... tis yr... bside helping my parents at their stall.. i nv reali go n find other.. coz ... partly im tired of working long long hr... partly is bcoz... i wanna spend more time for my son... understand my son beta...

when i started to wanna knw my son well...?? is last yr dec... i attended my son school graduation cum xmas celebration 2008... i realized tat... for the past 2yrs... i nv accompany my son for any school events... IM FKING BAD MUM!!! when i see my son dance on the stage... my heart feel happi n aching... aching tat i nv been a gd mummy for the past 4yrs... i hope is not too late to turn ard... to understand my son... to teach my son... to pei my son whenever theres an school event...

im saying all this... juz wanna let those who r like mi... single mum... divorcee.. all i wan u to knw is tat... give ur child more love n care as they dun have father... pei them more as u can... dun give urself xcuse like: u r veri busy abt ur work... lalala.... coz this is wat i give myself the xcuse last time... all rubbish... find time for ur child... as they nid u alot...

stil got more to share... tat put deep in my heart long long time... now i dare to admit it... bcoz im changing myself... n learning new things...

~~ always love my family * my son * my bf ~~