27 nov 2oo9

soooo the long nv update my blog... coz alot of my things cant share.. keke.. muz kip deep deep in my heart.. n nv to mention agn...

now stil waiting for the lawyer to call mi abt my hs de thing... so mafan.. juz hope i can sell my part to him ba.. hope the court will approve... keke.. den i can live wif my son n hubby... like a family liao... keke.. ok ma... train my hubby to b a father... so in future.. even his other half is not mi.. he oso train b4 le.. wahaha.. see i so nice hubby~~~ ;P

for the past few weeks.. veri stressful ya... bcoz of my son thingy.. but now settled liao... wahaha... so happi... my son gg to stay for one more yr of K2... bought my son to KK.. the doc said hes not rdy for Pri one.. tats wat his school teacher told mi.. tats y i bought my son for IQ test.. lolz... actuali im oso in fault.. i nv hao hao de teach him.. haiz.. reali so hard to teach kid lor..

next yr have to change my living life style as well as my son de.. keke.. no choice... wil have lesser time for my hubby (now already almost no time ofr hubby le)

now i oso hope dec can have chalet... so i can relax wif my hubby n my son..

k la.. will stop at here.. will update agn when i have the mood ba.. tc everyone

(10/8)

wahaha... yeah yeah man.. gg to have my own hs soon.. haha... dun nid to slp in the livingrm lor.. keke.. when im young.. i always dreamz to have my own hs.. i have my own hs now.. but i nv live in it b4.. y?? bcoz the hs is under mi n my x husband name... he took all the keys.. documents.. i got no keys in.. anyway.. i nv wan to live wif him.. so now.. gg to find a lawyer to sell my part to him..

after i sell my part to him.. den.. i can buy hs le.. will b living wif my son.. n if im stil wif my bf.. i ask my bf to sumtimes stay over le.. but cannot totali move in ba.. i wish to live with him.. but bcoz of my son.. plus mi n him not reali marry.. i dun wanna so fast to live together le.. u can say im old fashion.. but bcoz of my son.. i cannot b so selfish de lor...

i knw my hubby wil understand.. n hope he stil wil understand in the future ba.. i love my hubby.. but i cant give him my everything.. stil the same.. my son wil b the most important guy in my life.. without him.. im nothing... mummy wil always love HAO.. no matter wat..

as for hubby.. i love u too~~~ but plz dun ever try to hurt mi.. ( i knw u wont).. too many hurtful thing... my love for u wil faded... but the more u care for mi.. the more i wil love u... muacks...

(12/7) 0115

now is 0115.. juz now playing audi chatting wif ling while waiting for hubby to reach hm... den suddenli my hubby cal mi said hes outside my hs.. ( i tot he stil wif his frenz).. but when i saw him... i was happi n angry at the same time... happy is tat i saw him & was touch he came to find mi.. i angry is bcoz is already 12midnite.. he should b hm..

i scolded him.. u guys wil think i mad ar... he cm find mi i stil can scold him..??!! i scolded him bcoz im worry abt him... fri nite we went prawning til sat 2plus 3am den slp... den he wake up at 9plus.. busy the whole day til 2045.. den meet frenz go eat.. den sun 12midnite cm find mi.. of coz i worry la.. i worry he wil fall sick ya.. coz mi n my son already start to cough.. too heaty.. juz now i have my temp check.. 37.5 sia.. start to sick.. so take medi.. den now ok le... n my mum n dad oso sick.. tats y i dun wan my hubby sick too ya..

he told mi he find sumthing missing ( coz usually sat nite i slp at his hs).. den cm find mi.. after he leave my hs.. we sms-ed.. he apologized to mi.. i oso apologized to him tat im sori.. abit gulity tat i scolded him...

To hubby~~~

hubby.. im here to apologized agn... im so sori.. i reali juz scare u wil not enough slp ya.. i oso dun wan u to fall sick.. love u hubby.. i knw u wanna see mi.. i oso wish to see u as much as u do ya.. i told u the reason y i cant go find u today.. hope u can understand.. 'ren' awhile more ya.. den we can pei each other more on cming week ya.. sori hubby... muacks...

lots of love..

frm ur baby...

(11/7)

today nv go help my mum wor... keke... tired lor... summore gg to sick oso... veri heaty..

last nite we went to bishan park prawning wor... MY 1ST TIME PRAWNING... so fun lor... keke.. mi like turtle like tat... dun knw tis n tat... when i got my 1st prawn.. the prawn anyhow fly sia.. coz i pull up too hard.. dun knw how to control.. haha... almost hit my sis de fren.. so ps.. den my prawn juz stop rite infront my hubby face... HAHA...

2nd prawn onwards.. abit knw how to control when prawn up.. wont hit anyone le.. prawning oso not easy lor.. keke.. my hubby 1st prawn oso anyhow fly.. HAHA.. nearli tio my sis they all.. lolz.. after tat he oso ok le... so fun til i dun wanna go hm lor... but bcoz they all wanna go hm.. den i oso go hm lor... lolz... i think if i go wif frenz who can prawn til morning wifout my son ard... i sure stay til late late lor.. haha.. 1st time prawning ma... so is quite interesting for mi lor.. keke...

my son dam funny lor... when he saw we gg to pull up the prawn.. he run til dam far sia... HAHA...

now stil veri tired lor... kaoz.. we 2am like tat reach hm.. haha.. den i wait for hubby to reach hm n bath out den went to bed... think my hubby more tired den mi lor... poor hubby... he tonite stil wanna go gathering.. i stl thinking wanna go wf him ma lor... if go wif him... muz bring my son along... think not ba... let he n his frenz got their own time together... mi oso not feeling well.. headache til now lor...

later muz take painkiller.. keke.. looking forwards to the next prawing session.. WAHAHA... mostly wil b wed nite if thus my mummy nv open stall.. haha... den can go my bf hs slp... keke... muacks hubby...

n thx hubby tat.. when im prawning... u help mi look after my son...

(1 july 09)

today is a veri veri tired day.. y?? bcoz last nite i nv slp at all.. my son having nitemares.. den cried the whole nite.. got la.. tis morning 6plus almost 7am den slp lor.. power rite... KNS..

den 9plus wake up... cal my bf gg to work.. so give mi a call lor (daily de thing)... den pei my hubby tok til he start work.. my son wake up at 10plus... but now.. he still got so much energy... mi already low batt lor.. stil have to tahan til nite when he slp... juz hope tonite he wont agn... dun knw wth reali happened...

juz now meet vel at kovan ard 2pm... bring my son to buy toys.. b4 we settle down ourselves at HK cafe to have our lurch.. lolz..

den 3plus i think.. stanley reach le.. eat liao.. den we went off le... i bought 4 cloths frm vel.. haha.. finali got new cloths to wear liao... wahaha... sianz...

now.. 5plus gg to 6pm.. wanna slp oso cannot.. coz my son stil wanna play... kaoz... kid reali kid.. mi reali old liao... cannot tahan one nite dun slp lor... n bcoz mi one whole nite nv slp.. my pimples cming out.. n i look so old today... kuku... rofl..

now waiting for hubby to off work le... miz hubby.. how i wish hubby can hug mi to slp tonite lor... coz abit stress out oso.. haha.. partly due to not enough slp lor... haiz..

k la... enjoy ya guys...

(11/10)

tis morning my son wan my mama send him to school... hurry to bath... gg to suprise my bf to eat breakfast wif him... keke..

in cab.. called my bf... tel him im gg to meet him at suntec... after we met den go eat mac lor... nothing much to eat there oso... sobx...

after had breakfast wif hubby... den i went to yishun buy hp... hmmm... i bought new hp lor... keke... not new model... but i like the hp... pinky.. keke... (my mama sponsed de)

reach hm le... rest awhile... go bath.. den go my bf hs... ya.. now at his hs... do nothing lor...

online... watch tv... den later gg to take a nap le... wahaha... waiting for the delivery man to reach.. n waiting for hubby to reach hm....

thinking of... should i order pizza??

(30/5)

~~ always happi de mi... always happi wif my life... ~~

" [parent] tend to see every real or imagined

imperfection in their child as a sign tat they

have failed... they kip straining to cr8 their

fantasy of the ideal child instead of

appreciating the real child they actualli have.."

-Eyelyn B Thoman, PhD,

child-development researcher,

University of Connection

tis morning wake up at 0900... prepare for my son school workshop... gg to learn new things abt how to understand my son more... n the correct way of teaching my son...like all the old ppl said... give birth is easy... but teaching is hard... i totali agree..

eversince i gave birth til last yr... i nv reali understand my son... all i care abt is work n play... ( spend my time mostly at work )... tis yr... bside helping my parents at their stall.. i nv reali go n find other.. coz ... partly im tired of working long long hr... partly is bcoz... i wanna spend more time for my son... understand my son beta...

when i started to wanna knw my son well...?? is last yr dec... i attended my son school graduation cum xmas celebration 2008... i realized tat... for the past 2yrs... i nv accompany my son for any school events... IM FKING BAD MUM!!! when i see my son dance on the stage... my heart feel happi n aching... aching tat i nv been a gd mummy for the past 4yrs... i hope is not too late to turn ard... to understand my son... to teach my son... to pei my son whenever theres an school event...

im saying all this... juz wanna let those who r like mi... single mum... divorcee.. all i wan u to knw is tat... give ur child more love n care as they dun have father... pei them more as u can... dun give urself xcuse like: u r veri busy abt ur work... lalala.... coz this is wat i give myself the xcuse last time... all rubbish... find time for ur child... as they nid u alot...

stil got more to share... tat put deep in my heart long long time... now i dare to admit it... bcoz im changing myself... n learning new things...

~~ always love my family * my son * my bf ~~

(26/5)

~~ always happi de mi.. always happi wif my life.. ~~

today after helping my mum... went hm bath... den went to perm my hair... at 1st nv tot of perm-ing de... but the auntite said can do wat i wan... so i try... at the end not the curl i wan... regret at 1st... but... the longer i look the more i like wor... nv perm whole head la... juz behind... infront n side cut short... hubby said ok wor... not bad... but i scare hubby not reali happi wor... coz i cut short...

hubby dun sad sad k... i nv cut short behind ar... keke... juz bcoz of the curl... make my hair look short onli... wait for another 6 months to a yr... i wil go make straight le... dun worri k... muacks... sori tat i veri sad abt not able to do my hair ar... im reali boring abt my hair lor... i nv so fan abt doing hair b4 de... muacks hubby... thx for... at the stil encourage mi to do my hair...

i knw i nv told u i wanna perm at 1st... juz wanna cut... since the auntie told mi can do the curl i wan... so i do lor... sobx... (at the end not i wan de... but nvm... at least stil not bad rite... keke)

after doing my hair... i went hm to fetch my son...den went to find hubby... keke... we went to eat... pepper lurch... den we bring my son go play games... after tat went hm liao... keke...

yaya... tomolow can see hubby n hug him tight tight liao... wahaha... tomolow can go play the catch soft toy thing at ps le... wahaha... muacks hubby... looking forward wor....

k la... gg to slp le... nitez everyone^^

~~ always love my family * my son * my bf ~~

(24/5)

~~ always happi de mi.. always feel happi abt my life ~~

sobx sobx... feel sick... run a few times toilet... den suddenli vomit... now sore throat & headache... how i wish im wif hubby now so he can hug hug mi tis sick person to slp lor... T_T

hubby o hubby... miz u lots lots neh... hubby ask mi if i reali sick muz cal him... but if he reali slping... u say wil i cal him?? ans is WONT LA... haha...

hubby... u knw i so lucky to have u wif mi?? keke... thx wor... nv tot i wil meet sumone nice agn ar... reali reali love u lots lots day by day... thx for the care n concern tat u given mi all this time...

wo hui hao hao zhen xi ni de... even theres no happi ending... i oso wil feel happi to b wif u de... have to zhen xi now of wat i have... i dun wanna regret wif i nv zhen xi ni... keke...

hao le... gd nitez everyone... gd nitez hubby... muacks ^_^

(23/5) yesterday bring my son out to meet my hubby... den we go have mac... den go play game... after send my son hm slp... den go bk my hubby hs slp...

~~ always love my family * my son * my bf ~~

(23/5)

~~ always happi de mi... always feel happi abt my life ~~

yesterday toking wif vel... so forgotten wat to write... lolz...

sumtimes... sumthings... even is already solve... things wil nv b the same agn... either beta den last time... or things wil juz stay like nv solve b4...

things tat had happen... wil bcm a memories... am i reali being forgiven? as in totali not angry wif mi... i dun knw... juz tat... have sum weird feeling... i dun feel tat im totali being forgiven...

is always easy to say... but wat abt ur heart??? i do miz last time at kovan... but wil it happen agn??? even we reali meet n have coffee... things wil b the same as last time??? we chat laugh sad n emo together??? lolz...

sound complicated???? is not... when im reali being forgiven... juz hope to let her knw tat....

if u reali cant forgive mi... dun force urself to accept mi bk as ur best buddy... i wont do anything to ask for ur forgiveness... coz like wat they said... if we reali best buddy... no matter wat we did... at the end we stil best buddy...

tc of urself buddy... dun drink too much... tat wont help u de-stress... but onli wil b more emo... get more slp... mb do sum exercise if u reali emo... wil help u think properly n clearly... drinking wont help u think more properly n clearly.. onli wil harm u if u drink every week...

kk... gg to meet my hubby soon after my mummy n daddy cm bk to look after my son... tc frenz^^

~~ always love my family * my son * my bf ~~

><'''''

boo!!! im bk... so long nv update le... keke... busy busy busy... onli few ppl in my life make mi so busy le... esp my son n my bf... hohoho...

happi today... coz vel start toking to mi le... stil i wanna say is...

to vel..

thankx for forgiving mi... i knw im veri wrong tat time... my words hurt u alot... but have u bk as my best buddy... i reali happi... i reali miz alot of our times... wahaha...

now hope we wil have coffee soon.. haha...

gtg bb guys tc...

(4/4)

wth happen to mi... tis few weeks... kind of moody... veri easily to get angry... tis min veri happi... the next min im veri angry... mad ar mi... haha

tis two weeks... the weather is dam hot... can reali slp well at nite... my daddy is abit sick... my son recover liao... mi oso like wanna fall sick liao... haiz... tried sia... dun knw y my mum n dad can tahan so long nv off sia... zhen li hai...

nothing special... so dun knw wat to write... even theres sumthing happen... i oso forget liao... dun knw y.... not so stress... but my memories seems like getting worse... due to not enough slp?? i dun think so... but my body like veri tired... wat can i do even im tired... daddy n mummy wil nv knw... they always think they r the most tired one... den im like robot... lolz.. cool rite... but nvm la... tired wif them...

okie... gtg slp le... nitez all..

(1/4)

now is 121am... wanna update my blog b4 go slp...

cant slp... alot of thing cm to my mind.. alot of things tat i cant say out.. onli can quietly kip in heart...

when u r listening to songs... do u have alot of memories kip cming bk?? wil u feel the pain?? or wil u feel happi?? life... theres alots of ups n downs.. i have alot of worries.. juz can say out... kip in my heart..

cry... i reali feel like crying hard... but whenever my tears cming out... it juz stop at my eyes... nv drop out... is my tears stuck or wat... i dun knw... at tis moment... feel like hugging hubby tight tight... sumtimes... i juz feel so numb abt my life... sumtimes... i reali hope i wil tio cancer n die... lolz...

ask mi y am i so emo??? i oso dun knw... actuali tis is the other side of mi... the unhappi mi... i juz have so much thing to say... i juz cant share wif anyone.... mb i already use to kip things in my heart.. not to share wif anyone..

k now... is time to slp... tc everyone...

~~ miz hubby~~~

(31/3) juz wan a simple life

after so many yrs of complicated life... finali... now.. i have my simple life... but sum ppl trying to make my life complicated when their life is complicated... try harder ba... mb not wat u mean... but... sumtimes juz a veri simple thing... juz let it b simple... den nid to hide... let ppl guess...

like a case... i dun wanna name who... but i think he himself knw... (sorry if i make u angry when i write tis.. but plz go n think wat i said... if u think u r rite... den go ahead... i wont say anything..)

sumone ask mi to meet him at fri nite... i asked tat man izzit his bday... he told mi not... den the following week... he asked mi at msn... do i knw i y he wan mi to meet him... bcoz is his bday... omg... -_-'''' if he told mi on tat week... most i wil go down awhile since we r fren...

izzit a veri simple thing to tel mi is his bday n wish i wil b gg down... y make thing so complicated... see.. sum ppl juz wanna make thing so complicated... when thing is juz so simple... rite??

try not to make things so complicated... mb life wil b more happi... juz b urself... as long as u dun hurt anyone... wil b gd.. tc everyone

gd to everyone... gd nitez HUBBY!!! muackz

(25/3) wed

(23/3) mon ~ morning as usual... den after helping my mum went to find my hubby... den book bbq pit.. den plan to buy wat... at nite play audi wif my hubby... den we quarrel... (is my fault.. too moody)

(24/3) tues ~ morning as usual... but i finding trouble wif my hubby... too moody liao... so i scolded my hubby wif alot of bad words... i reali dun knw wat happen to mi... i juz lost control.. lose my temper... den after helping my mum... went to find my hubby again... feeling veri veri guilty... reach my hubby hs liao... den online buy sum bbq stuff... (dun nid to prepare so much..) at nite we gaming awhile... den we sms.. i told him tat im veri guilty abt wat i did... he ask mi not to put in heart... as he dun mind... coz he knw i oso dun wanna b like tat de... make mi feel more guilty sia... haiz... sobx sobx...

(25/3) wed ~ as usual lor... den juz went to paid my bbq de thing... now at hm... waiting for my son to cm bk... n waiting for my hubby to cal after his work...

tomolow gg to find my hubby wif my son to buy others bbq things... den fri... nite wil start bbq... not so early start.. coz alot of them cm after work... means tat.. they wil reach at 2200 or later... so i wil reach there ard 2130...

looking forward of the gathering sia... so long nv gather wif my x muji staff le... keke... so happi~~~!!! weeee.....

to hubby:

hubby i reali reali sori tat i said sumthing so bad to hurt u... no matter how much sori i said... tats nothing can b undone... but.. i stil nid to say sorry... i brk ur heart... n it brks mine too.. DUI BU QI~~~!!! WO AI NI~~~!!!!

MUACKZ~~!!!!!!

i love u!!!!! ;P

frm ur baby~~~~

(20/3) o.0

hubby & mi




cant see my hair colour wor... sobx... waste $$$... rofl



veri big glass... nice drink.. forget the mocktail name liao...

Vday de flower... ty hubby^^

celebating my son bday last dec wif his school mate... (oso mine bday)

at 1st day of CNY nite... my family, sum of my relative, my hubby &

mi went to party world.. my son singing sia.. haha

hubby & mi.. (abit dun look like mi sia) ;P

tues (17/3) ~ after helping my mum... went to hubby hs... den bath liao... we went to west coast plaza... we had SS for 'tea brk'.. b4 tat.. i bought a dress... OMG!!! i look fat sia... cannot ar... muz faster buy shoes n mp3 (hubby buying for mi next month wor... keke... muacks.. ty hubby)... den can go run le... haha... i wanna look nice nice.... sexy sexy!!! :x

after we had our so-called 'tea brk'... den we go jurong point... hubby die die oso wanna take neo-print... :p reach there le... den knw the neo-print shop closed down liao... haiz... so sat den go take neo-print lor... bo bian... haha.... den walk awhile... i forget wat thing... den we got a small quarrel... den went bk to hubby hs to rest... den 10plus like tat... i take cab hm le...

thu (19/3) ~ is tired but happi day wor... dun knw y happi oso.... morning as usual.. my mum having reali bad mood ya... abit abit angry le... so almost whole day quarrelling wif my dad... so i reach hm liao... den thinking should i go kbox find my hubby... think awhile beta not..

den my mummy n daddy reach hm liao... stil quarrel... do i decided to fetch my baobei frm school den we went to find my hubby... we went for dinner at suntec mac... den went to carrefour buy things for my baobei... the onli things my baobei wans...is toy lor... wat else neh... keke...

den after tat we take cab hm... hubby send us bk 1st... den hubby went hm le.... reach hm liao... stil got to cut things for my mum de business... den play audi for few rds.. den play domo awhile... den now writing blog lor... den wil b gg to slp too...

nitez all... dun worry!!! B HAPPY!!!!!!!!! ;P

(12/3) hmmmm

(9/3) mon ~ as usual... bring my son to school.. den went down to help my mum... after helping my mum.. reach hm prepare to go eileen de chalet wor... after received eileen called... book a cab... went down downtown east to meet eileen, diwei & cat... den we went for our dun knw is dinner or lurch... den went back to chalet... prepare the food... for next day bbq... waiting for my hubby to knock off work den cm down to chalet...

relax at chalet... we 3 gals were doing our nails... watching tv... play games.... den my hubby called... said he not feeling well.. at 1st i dun knw he not feeling well... so abit dulan... coz i have prepare his everything... yet he wanna go hm... so i put down the phone... den we sms.... den i knw he not feeling well.. den i wanna angry oso cannot liao... not feeling well ma... wat can i do..

den hubby cm le... we oso start our MJ... play til 3plus am... den finish... den i went to slp wif hubby...

(10/3) tues ~ cannot slp ya... coz the air-con too cold... so at 6plus bth liao... i off the air-con... n on the fan... den i fall aslp... but 0800 have to wake up to pei hubby go work... den cm bk le... cannot slp liao... so at living rm play my laptop... den afternoon 12plus like tat went to slp...

2plus wake up liao... den we 3gals went to swim... den cm bk... play MJ to pass the time... den at nite prepare for BBQ... not long hubby oso reach chalet liao...

(11/3) wed ~ den at nite sumthing happened wor... dun wish to mention wat thing la... onli we knw... ;P den 3plus am mi n my hubby cm bk to my hs... den 8plus am bring my son to school... den went bk my hubby hs to slp... n we slp WHOLE day... lolz... in between 5plus we went downstairs to eat... den slp again... at nite 10plus pm i went hm... we play audi awhile den slp liao...

(12/3) thus (today) ~ as usual... bring my son to school... went to help my mum... den now at hm liao... keke... rest rest... nid to rest... mon n tues nite nv slp properly... keke... lazy to go out now...

tc everyone... enjoy ur day ya... ^^V

(9/3) tired~~~

now is 0100am... b4 gg to bed... juz wanna update my blog....

(7/3) sat ~ so tired... tired everyday... but im happi wif my life now... after collect my lappy.... have a smoke wif eileen... den went to PG to find my x colleg.. is always happi to see them... den went to ms to meet my bf... den we went for movie... den went to my bf hs... finali can hug him to slp liao... wahaha.... miz my hubby so much....

o ya... dam angry wif my bf company... fucking company... my bf suppost to work til 1930... den they wil cal them for meeting... the most give him 30 mins... but they cal them meeting at 2000... den meeting til 2030... wtf.. is ok to work ot u knw... but work ot wifout ot pay... WTF man... almost everyday the same...

den my bf oso dun dare to say anything... if mi... i sure leave the company or sure say sumthing... ya... is there anyone gg to tel mi... job is veri hard to find?? plz... i went for a few job fair... theres alot of jobs ya... anyway his company is a no future job... so even quit liao oso nvm... can always find a much more beta job...

dun wanna tok abt my huby company liao... say liao dam angry.... rofl...

(8/3) sun ~ went to help my mum... my bro said wanna go down help... but in the end nv... den i nearly tio scold by my mummy... rofl... den reach hm liao teach my son spelling... den i went to take a nap... reali bth... dun knw when i wil faint.... den as usual... at nite play games wif my bf after he reach hm frm work....

k now... gg to bed... nitez all

(7/3) another tired day

juz bk frm my mum stall not long... pei my son play now... 1700 like tat gg out... go yishun to collect my lappy... happi ^^

den see have extra time to go orchard or not... den go ms meet my bf... den go watch movie... hmmm... gtg teach my son spelling liao... tomolow den update my blog....

have a nice weekend everyone~~~ ^^V

to have but not to hold

(6/3) saw a movie... the story is a love story... the story is abt... sumtimes u love sumone... not reali nid to hold on to tat person... esp when tat person u love dun love u anymore or dun love u at all... den u have to love tat person in another way...

u wil knw wat i mean if u been thro...

now bk to my life... tis morning after send my son to school... den went to tampines.. den went to rehill to take the 'cat' test til 1515... den went to suntec for the job fair... den went to kbox ard 1700... den sing til 2000... den wait for my hubby to knock off... bought sumthing for sumone...

after tat we went to have dinner... den go hm le...reach hm is abt 12plus am... den tok to my hubby awhile... den go bath... den cal my hubby n chat again... tomolow again have places to go... sianz...

today run here n there til my leg bth... den pain sia... today time pass veri veri fast... now already 0145 (7/3) liao... gg to slp soon...

hmm... miz hubby alot wor... so long nv hug hug him to slp le... haiz... miz my hubby hug mi to slp wor.... muackz hubby... miz u.....

today (6/3) wil b a tired day

juz sent my baby to school... can see he dun feel like gg... but no choice... wahaha... :p

later got a few places to go... have to go tampines... den rehill... den mb yes or not gg to yishun collect lappy (depend i lazy or not).... den go suntec... got job fair there.... den go ms find hubby...

OMT AR!!!!! lazy to go so many places ALONE!!!! sobx.... how i hope hubby can go wif mi sia.... but cannot... he working... SOBX liao la.... i wan my hubby~~~~~ T_T

yeah yeah... hubby got pay liao... gg to buy a mp3 for mi le... keke.... i told hubby dun nid to buy so x de.... coz his pay not veri high tho... so dun anyhow spend.... ;P

MUACKZ!!!!! i love u hubby~~~~! keke

ok la... gg to play audi awhile den go prepare liao.... sianz ar.....

have a nice day guys ^^''

hi all

finali can update my blog!!!!!!! 2pid com got problem... cannot log in all the web site... thx to my bro... dun knw how he use... till my com n my laptop all tio virus... wed bought my lappy go repair... fri or sat wil have to take bk...

for the past few weeks... went to help my mum... den i saw sumone.... is AH LIAN AUNTIE!!!! wahaha.... soooooo the long nv saw her liao... miz her so much... so now whenever i go toilet wil saw her... but we nv tok much... she oso change alot le...

mon (2/3) ~ bring my son go see doc.. ask doc can he stil go school.. doc said can... juz stomach got wind... after bring my son to school... went to help my mum... 1430 reach hm... got a cal.. went to fetch my son hm... stil veri sick

tues (3/3) ~ my son stil vomiting... bought my son go see doc.. after taking medi... not awhile he fell aslp.. cook porriage when my son aslp... one hr later.. my son wake up looking for food... fed him... den he stil look veri tired... den after eating... he continue to slp... til 5plus... wake up... den he start to play lor... means hes ok...

wed (4/3) ~ hubby off day.... morning send my son to school.. den go help my mum.. went hubby hs after helping my mum... den we went to yishun find diwei to repair my lappy... den we go town walk walk... eat... watch movie...

the movie 'Marley & Me' kind of funny... n ending part veri touching... omt... i cried sia... if u r a pet lover (esp dog lover)... u wil feel dam sad sia... the dog old liao... veri sick... the family have to put him to slp FOREVER! zzz... sobx sobx... the ending reali remind mi of last time my dog...

the movie i give 4/5 wor

thu (5/3) ~ morning send my son to school.. went to help my mum... ard 1430 reach hm... cleaning up the hs... waiting for my son to cm bk hm....

gg to 7th month together wif hubby le... i stil so much in love wif him... but dun knw he stil so in love wif mi ma...

HUBBY!!!! i miz u alot!!!!!!!!! sobx sobx.... muackz.... love ya!!!!!!!!

tot i have alot to write... but now i dun knw wat to write le....

tis late nites

is o442... stil cant slp... chat wif my fren in msn.. tot of the past... listening to song... suddenli nid a hug badly... hubby i miz u ya... now abit lazy to find job... lolz... nothing to do at hm... so send my son to school... do exersie... clear up my hs... lolz... totali like a hswife... (but no husband neh)..

read my 'best fren' blog... seems like shes having sum trouble... dun knw wats happening... but hope she wil b fine... tat day.. she pm mi in msn... asking when to visit auntie... after nv pm anymore... i knw she sick.. so ask her tc... i knw she stil angry wif mi.. so nv tok much wif her... actuali i wanna make up wif her... but think is hard ba... coz to her... mi make a super big mistake... haiz... i miz my 'best fren' ya... anyway... she seems happi... hope she reali is... hope she wil b strong... dun hurt by gary anymore...

tis few weeks.. bside looking for job... n the above i have mention... all i do is playing online game... slacking... den nothing liao... haha... boring... i wanna faster find office hr job neh... reali super tired of retail line liao... at hm like tis oso not a gd thing...

hubby~~~ i knw u got see my blog de.... juz wan u to knw... u r the onli guy i met tat wil look at the past ( when the 1st time we met )... is gd... means u stil like mi alot... if one day... u dun look at the past at all... means ur feeling faded liao... haha.... u wil say... 'dun even say tis... coz not gg to happen...' but hubby.. in future thing... we all not sure de... summore u gg out to work le... wil knw more gals de... means more choices.... is ok to make choices... like i say... muz tel mi... dun hide n two timer k... i love u ya.... hope u go out work le.... u stil wil so sayang mi ya...

sobx... muackz.. you ni wo shi xin fu de

2oo9 happi new yr to everyone

hmmm... suppose to b a NEW YEAR... but y everyone is falling sick??? haha... CNY oso cming le... hope everyone wil recover soon... n happily n healthy to welcome CNY...

hmmm... stil looking for job... kind of lazy to go interview... haha...

one of the sunday.... we went zoo... think is at 4 jan.. ya... zoo got a place for kids wor... juz open de... quite fun... but juz to remind u guys tat... if wanna bring ur kids there go play... juz mb bring a simple lurch go there... coz there onli have KFC wor... nothing to eat liao... haha... anyway we reali enjoy gg there.... our next place to go is... SNOW CITY!!!! wahaha....

at hubby chalet... for the 1st time i saw hubby emo le... haha... at the 1st nite of chalet... hubby no next time ya... is ur bday... muz b happi!!!

n hubby thx for taking mi when i sick wor... muackz.... love u ^^