unforgetable 22 june 2008

lolz... last nite wanna drink wif benjamin.. tis morning vomit til 5plus close to 6am... i went to take a nap... once awake... is already day light...

last nite i tot of him again........ i miz him so much..... so i sms mi... he replied... n said.... 'im slping...' den i replied... 'nites... dun wan u to knw... i miz u' den he no reply.. think he reali fall aslp... lolz...

benjamin said he can wait for mi... but how long reali can he wait??? i waited for Mr tan for nearly one yr... n im stil waiting for him... if u ask mi y i dun wanna accept benjamin.... the ans veri easy.... he got nothing.... not even a steaible job... i cant accept a guy like tis... bcoz... i dun wanna suffer in future....

he cant even support himself... how is he gg to support mi... im a gal who veri reality woman after all i have gone thro... Mr tan have all i wan.... i love mr tan alot alot... i reali hope one day he can accept mi...