unforgetable 22 june 2008

lolz... last nite wanna drink wif benjamin.. tis morning vomit til 5plus close to 6am... i went to take a nap... once awake... is already day light...

last nite i tot of him again........ i miz him so much..... so i sms mi... he replied... n said.... 'im slping...' den i replied... 'nites... dun wan u to knw... i miz u' den he no reply.. think he reali fall aslp... lolz...

benjamin said he can wait for mi... but how long reali can he wait??? i waited for Mr tan for nearly one yr... n im stil waiting for him... if u ask mi y i dun wanna accept benjamin.... the ans veri easy.... he got nothing.... not even a steaible job... i cant accept a guy like tis... bcoz... i dun wanna suffer in future....

he cant even support himself... how is he gg to support mi... im a gal who veri reality woman after all i have gone thro... Mr tan have all i wan.... i love mr tan alot alot... i reali hope one day he can accept mi...

unforgetable 19 june 2008

ard 1130... i got MrTan called... so happi when i saw his cal... lolz.. at 12noon he reached my hs downstairs... as usual.. we go our usual place..... den we go for coffee...

finali can see him liao... til now.. none of my frenz knw who he is... lolz... so nice tat i can hug him again... love him so much....