16.o7.2o11.. sat... 2011... (part 2)

til now til now.... wherever i tot of hubby how much hubby did for mi... i feel like crying... reali reali deeply touch by him...

i wonder.. how many guys can do it... sum ppl wil think.. wil tis b forvever?? hmmm... forever.. is way too long to think of.. y nt cherish everything u have now.. rather den kip thinking of.. when we wil brk off?? izzit tired?? n i dun think wil last long if u kip thinking when u two wil brk off.. or alot of guessing game... is guessing rs is nt reali tat healthy.. coz one party wil get tired of tis kind of mind games...

for mi... a rs... i dun like mind game.. but.. got another type is cal.. 'xing you ling xi'.. ( dun knw i spell rite or nt).. tat one is sweet... tats wat mi n hubby r nw... we stil have long way ahead.. but i believe we can... the word ' believe ' is reali important...

sum ppl might think im toking crap.. but plz... think real hard... coz sum cpl ard mi... i find tat.. they r playing mind game... i guess.. if im one of the 'player'.. i wil end everything...

feeling so so so xinfu.. thanks god.. u send mi an angel to mi.. protect mi.. & loving mi without conditions...hubby.. onli u.. n u... who can love mi like tis way... no one can b like u.. n no one can replace u... I LOVE U!!!

everything we went through make our love stronger n stronger... is mi.. i hate to admit it.. but is mi... im the one who cant live my life without u...

16.o7.2o11.. sat... 2011... (part 1)

long long time once den update my blog... so so so so so lazy to type... =P

had fun wif hubby on 9 & 10 july 2o11... but is nt fun on 11 july 2o11 which is mon... after helping my mum at her stall... i went for ladies... after went ladies.. im having a real shape pain in my stomach.. called hubby when im on the way hm...

reach hm downstairs... the pain reduce abit... but stil... veri painful to walk... went hm had bath b4 heading to see doc... when i saw the doc... the doc press my lower rite part of my stomach... quite painful... after tat doc ask mi go bk to see him at 7pm..

went hm to rest awhile... ask my family help mi tc of my son for awhile while i went bk to see doc... the doc pressed the same place... tis time rd... is more painful... doc asked mi go hospital... deep in my heart.. i knw sumthing is nt rite... went bk hm to pack sum clothes...

we took cab to NUH... once i reach hospital... they push a wheel chair for mi to sit... lolz... 2nd time i sit on a wheel chair... (1st time is when im pregnant).. i dun like the feeling!!! while i wait in a corner... hubby help mi registered...

den doc agn check tis n tat... press the same place... den doc said... 'think u have to admit'... =.= sianz!!!! den admit lor... i was sent into a place to put drips.. for 2hrs... at 12 july 2o11.. tues.. den got a temp ward for mi... hubby was waiting all the while... (heart pain)...

the staff push mi to the ward.. n i saw hubby!!! changed n lying down on bed.. feel so scared n worry... hubby nv leave mi... hubby even watched mi slping... til 5plus am.. hubby den leave.... (heart pain agn).. ard 6am... they push mi to x-ray...

dun knw wat time... think between 8-10am... docs came told mi... gd n bad news... gd is might nt b the mang chang yan... bad is... is confirm infection.. n is swollen.. but dun knw wats the cause... im like.. WTF!!!!

ard late morning i think... after hubby arrive... i was push to operation... (tis part everytime i think... i sure cry more).. i look behind... i saw hubby... can see frm his face... he look so so worry... make mi wanna cry.. i cant forget tat look... pains mi alot.. i knw hubby juz like mi... trying hard to b strong.. coz we dun wan each other b more worry...

when im in operation rm... feel so complicated my feeling... not long later... i heard sumone cal mi... i open eyes.. n i knw... is over... i open my eyes agn... i saw hubby is there... hubby waited for at least 3hrs... nv leave mi... (heart pain)..

hubby trying to pei til late.. but was chase by nurse... oso gd... coz hubby nv hao hao rest... thus hubby cm prepare mi frm discharged.... den hubby went to work...

15.o7.2o11... fri... hubby cm find mi after work... tot of gg for a walk.. but too tired to do so... mb i nv eat any rice or meat.. no energy at all...