18. o2. 2o11... fri... oo37

today is our 30th month anniversary... hubby... happi 30th months anniversary..

hubby juz got bk... yesterday (17.02) afternoon... went ECP wif hubby... went to the hong kong cafe eat... den go play those machine... got one made in china de iphone... dun reali knw how to use...

while having our lurch... ah soon's mum cal... said the visiting letter have cm... so tis afternoon after helping my mum.. wil go visit his mum to take a look at the letter...

have been awhile... where is my true smile?? is gone.. n sumtimes.. im not behaving like myself... bad temper came bk.. all things cm bk.. like my old old self agn... i dun wan... i wont b happi den... thinking of ways to make myself see throu agn...

hubby remind mi sumthing.. when i 1st met him... im oso in miserable stage.. n hubby nv give up... NOW.. hubby agn stay by my side... nv leave n nv give up... wats more can i ask for since god send an angel to mi...

tats y alot of ppl.. told mi.. 'plz cherish tis gd man.. u wil regret if he leave one day...' wat i reply? i juz smile =)


thx hubby pei wo.. n thx for loving mi as who i am... =) (below is the song tat hubby dedicated to mi)

o2. o2. 2o1o.. wed.. oo4o

tis few weeks.. been quarrel wif hubby alot... even a small small matters... guess tis is wat most rs wil go throu..

yesterday morning.. send my son to school at o7ooplus.. went hm to nap... den wake up at 11ooplus.. at hm slack... 13ooplus went to hubby hs to find hubby... after tat.. we went to eat at his hs de market..

after eating we went ms K-BOX!! haha... so long wanna sing... finali get to sing.. but den.. mi n hubby quarrel agn... half way of singing... hubby suddenli went out... tot he gg for a smoke.. but.. WRONG... he went to buy a POOH BEAR FOR MI!!! once i saw the pooh bear.. i broke down n CRIED~~~ n told him alot of heart broken things..

after a tok.. i feel beta.. but i knw he feel miserable.. i knw he scare i wil leave sumday...

den we went to caught bear bear b4 heading hm... n i so lucky!!! i used S$1/- to get one!!! OMG!! so happi~~~

to hubby~~

sori tat i told u all those things.. i knw is veri hurtful.. i oso veri fan.. dun knw wat to do.. at the end.. i chose to.. let everything b nature.. juz dun think so much.. dun ever promise mi or tel mi tat.. u sure can tis n tat... seriously.. i oso not sure how we wil bcm yrs later... wil we stil b together? or we have our own life?

dun wanna think... now im veri xinfu at the moment... so dun wanna make myself so miserable... i hope u too can do it like mi... juz focus on wat u nid to do.. rather den at there fan the rs thingy.. for long run.. is reali wasting time...

i knw u care alot.. but.. u reali nid to grow up... thinking sure wil b diff liao.. when u r gg to b 30.. u wil understand my thinking n feeling...

hubby~~~ love u..