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now is 121am... wanna update my blog b4 go slp...

cant slp... alot of thing cm to my mind.. alot of things tat i cant say out.. onli can quietly kip in heart...

when u r listening to songs... do u have alot of memories kip cming bk?? wil u feel the pain?? or wil u feel happi?? life... theres alots of ups n downs.. i have alot of worries.. juz can say out... kip in my heart..

cry... i reali feel like crying hard... but whenever my tears cming out... it juz stop at my eyes... nv drop out... is my tears stuck or wat... i dun knw... at tis moment... feel like hugging hubby tight tight... sumtimes... i juz feel so numb abt my life... sumtimes... i reali hope i wil tio cancer n die... lolz...

ask mi y am i so emo??? i oso dun knw... actuali tis is the other side of mi... the unhappi mi... i juz have so much thing to say... i juz cant share wif anyone.... mb i already use to kip things in my heart.. not to share wif anyone..

k now... is time to slp... tc everyone...

~~ miz hubby~~~

(31/3) juz wan a simple life

after so many yrs of complicated life... finali... now.. i have my simple life... but sum ppl trying to make my life complicated when their life is complicated... try harder ba... mb not wat u mean... but... sumtimes juz a veri simple thing... juz let it b simple... den nid to hide... let ppl guess...

like a case... i dun wanna name who... but i think he himself knw... (sorry if i make u angry when i write tis.. but plz go n think wat i said... if u think u r rite... den go ahead... i wont say anything..)

sumone ask mi to meet him at fri nite... i asked tat man izzit his bday... he told mi not... den the following week... he asked mi at msn... do i knw i y he wan mi to meet him... bcoz is his bday... omg... -_-'''' if he told mi on tat week... most i wil go down awhile since we r fren...

izzit a veri simple thing to tel mi is his bday n wish i wil b gg down... y make thing so complicated... see.. sum ppl juz wanna make thing so complicated... when thing is juz so simple... rite??

try not to make things so complicated... mb life wil b more happi... juz b urself... as long as u dun hurt anyone... wil b gd.. tc everyone

gd to everyone... gd nitez HUBBY!!! muackz

(25/3) wed

(23/3) mon ~ morning as usual... den after helping my mum went to find my hubby... den book bbq pit.. den plan to buy wat... at nite play audi wif my hubby... den we quarrel... (is my fault.. too moody)

(24/3) tues ~ morning as usual... but i finding trouble wif my hubby... too moody liao... so i scolded my hubby wif alot of bad words... i reali dun knw wat happen to mi... i juz lost control.. lose my temper... den after helping my mum... went to find my hubby again... feeling veri veri guilty... reach my hubby hs liao... den online buy sum bbq stuff... (dun nid to prepare so much..) at nite we gaming awhile... den we sms.. i told him tat im veri guilty abt wat i did... he ask mi not to put in heart... as he dun mind... coz he knw i oso dun wanna b like tat de... make mi feel more guilty sia... haiz... sobx sobx...

(25/3) wed ~ as usual lor... den juz went to paid my bbq de thing... now at hm... waiting for my son to cm bk... n waiting for my hubby to cal after his work...

tomolow gg to find my hubby wif my son to buy others bbq things... den fri... nite wil start bbq... not so early start.. coz alot of them cm after work... means tat.. they wil reach at 2200 or later... so i wil reach there ard 2130...

looking forward of the gathering sia... so long nv gather wif my x muji staff le... keke... so happi~~~!!! weeee.....

to hubby:

hubby i reali reali sori tat i said sumthing so bad to hurt u... no matter how much sori i said... tats nothing can b undone... but.. i stil nid to say sorry... i brk ur heart... n it brks mine too.. DUI BU QI~~~!!! WO AI NI~~~!!!!

MUACKZ~~!!!!!!

i love u!!!!! ;P

frm ur baby~~~~

(20/3) o.0

hubby & mi




cant see my hair colour wor... sobx... waste $$$... rofl



veri big glass... nice drink.. forget the mocktail name liao...

Vday de flower... ty hubby^^

celebating my son bday last dec wif his school mate... (oso mine bday)

at 1st day of CNY nite... my family, sum of my relative, my hubby &

mi went to party world.. my son singing sia.. haha

hubby & mi.. (abit dun look like mi sia) ;P

tues (17/3) ~ after helping my mum... went to hubby hs... den bath liao... we went to west coast plaza... we had SS for 'tea brk'.. b4 tat.. i bought a dress... OMG!!! i look fat sia... cannot ar... muz faster buy shoes n mp3 (hubby buying for mi next month wor... keke... muacks.. ty hubby)... den can go run le... haha... i wanna look nice nice.... sexy sexy!!! :x

after we had our so-called 'tea brk'... den we go jurong point... hubby die die oso wanna take neo-print... :p reach there le... den knw the neo-print shop closed down liao... haiz... so sat den go take neo-print lor... bo bian... haha.... den walk awhile... i forget wat thing... den we got a small quarrel... den went bk to hubby hs to rest... den 10plus like tat... i take cab hm le...

thu (19/3) ~ is tired but happi day wor... dun knw y happi oso.... morning as usual.. my mum having reali bad mood ya... abit abit angry le... so almost whole day quarrelling wif my dad... so i reach hm liao... den thinking should i go kbox find my hubby... think awhile beta not..

den my mummy n daddy reach hm liao... stil quarrel... do i decided to fetch my baobei frm school den we went to find my hubby... we went for dinner at suntec mac... den went to carrefour buy things for my baobei... the onli things my baobei wans...is toy lor... wat else neh... keke...

den after tat we take cab hm... hubby send us bk 1st... den hubby went hm le.... reach hm liao... stil got to cut things for my mum de business... den play audi for few rds.. den play domo awhile... den now writing blog lor... den wil b gg to slp too...

nitez all... dun worry!!! B HAPPY!!!!!!!!! ;P

(12/3) hmmmm

(9/3) mon ~ as usual... bring my son to school.. den went down to help my mum... after helping my mum.. reach hm prepare to go eileen de chalet wor... after received eileen called... book a cab... went down downtown east to meet eileen, diwei & cat... den we went for our dun knw is dinner or lurch... den went back to chalet... prepare the food... for next day bbq... waiting for my hubby to knock off work den cm down to chalet...

relax at chalet... we 3 gals were doing our nails... watching tv... play games.... den my hubby called... said he not feeling well.. at 1st i dun knw he not feeling well... so abit dulan... coz i have prepare his everything... yet he wanna go hm... so i put down the phone... den we sms.... den i knw he not feeling well.. den i wanna angry oso cannot liao... not feeling well ma... wat can i do..

den hubby cm le... we oso start our MJ... play til 3plus am... den finish... den i went to slp wif hubby...

(10/3) tues ~ cannot slp ya... coz the air-con too cold... so at 6plus bth liao... i off the air-con... n on the fan... den i fall aslp... but 0800 have to wake up to pei hubby go work... den cm bk le... cannot slp liao... so at living rm play my laptop... den afternoon 12plus like tat went to slp...

2plus wake up liao... den we 3gals went to swim... den cm bk... play MJ to pass the time... den at nite prepare for BBQ... not long hubby oso reach chalet liao...

(11/3) wed ~ den at nite sumthing happened wor... dun wish to mention wat thing la... onli we knw... ;P den 3plus am mi n my hubby cm bk to my hs... den 8plus am bring my son to school... den went bk my hubby hs to slp... n we slp WHOLE day... lolz... in between 5plus we went downstairs to eat... den slp again... at nite 10plus pm i went hm... we play audi awhile den slp liao...

(12/3) thus (today) ~ as usual... bring my son to school... went to help my mum... den now at hm liao... keke... rest rest... nid to rest... mon n tues nite nv slp properly... keke... lazy to go out now...

tc everyone... enjoy ur day ya... ^^V

(9/3) tired~~~

now is 0100am... b4 gg to bed... juz wanna update my blog....

(7/3) sat ~ so tired... tired everyday... but im happi wif my life now... after collect my lappy.... have a smoke wif eileen... den went to PG to find my x colleg.. is always happi to see them... den went to ms to meet my bf... den we went for movie... den went to my bf hs... finali can hug him to slp liao... wahaha.... miz my hubby so much....

o ya... dam angry wif my bf company... fucking company... my bf suppost to work til 1930... den they wil cal them for meeting... the most give him 30 mins... but they cal them meeting at 2000... den meeting til 2030... wtf.. is ok to work ot u knw... but work ot wifout ot pay... WTF man... almost everyday the same...

den my bf oso dun dare to say anything... if mi... i sure leave the company or sure say sumthing... ya... is there anyone gg to tel mi... job is veri hard to find?? plz... i went for a few job fair... theres alot of jobs ya... anyway his company is a no future job... so even quit liao oso nvm... can always find a much more beta job...

dun wanna tok abt my huby company liao... say liao dam angry.... rofl...

(8/3) sun ~ went to help my mum... my bro said wanna go down help... but in the end nv... den i nearly tio scold by my mummy... rofl... den reach hm liao teach my son spelling... den i went to take a nap... reali bth... dun knw when i wil faint.... den as usual... at nite play games wif my bf after he reach hm frm work....

k now... gg to bed... nitez all

(7/3) another tired day

juz bk frm my mum stall not long... pei my son play now... 1700 like tat gg out... go yishun to collect my lappy... happi ^^

den see have extra time to go orchard or not... den go ms meet my bf... den go watch movie... hmmm... gtg teach my son spelling liao... tomolow den update my blog....

have a nice weekend everyone~~~ ^^V

to have but not to hold

(6/3) saw a movie... the story is a love story... the story is abt... sumtimes u love sumone... not reali nid to hold on to tat person... esp when tat person u love dun love u anymore or dun love u at all... den u have to love tat person in another way...

u wil knw wat i mean if u been thro...

now bk to my life... tis morning after send my son to school... den went to tampines.. den went to rehill to take the 'cat' test til 1515... den went to suntec for the job fair... den went to kbox ard 1700... den sing til 2000... den wait for my hubby to knock off... bought sumthing for sumone...

after tat we went to have dinner... den go hm le...reach hm is abt 12plus am... den tok to my hubby awhile... den go bath... den cal my hubby n chat again... tomolow again have places to go... sianz...

today run here n there til my leg bth... den pain sia... today time pass veri veri fast... now already 0145 (7/3) liao... gg to slp soon...

hmm... miz hubby alot wor... so long nv hug hug him to slp le... haiz... miz my hubby hug mi to slp wor.... muackz hubby... miz u.....

today (6/3) wil b a tired day

juz sent my baby to school... can see he dun feel like gg... but no choice... wahaha... :p

later got a few places to go... have to go tampines... den rehill... den mb yes or not gg to yishun collect lappy (depend i lazy or not).... den go suntec... got job fair there.... den go ms find hubby...

OMT AR!!!!! lazy to go so many places ALONE!!!! sobx.... how i hope hubby can go wif mi sia.... but cannot... he working... SOBX liao la.... i wan my hubby~~~~~ T_T

yeah yeah... hubby got pay liao... gg to buy a mp3 for mi le... keke.... i told hubby dun nid to buy so x de.... coz his pay not veri high tho... so dun anyhow spend.... ;P

MUACKZ!!!!! i love u hubby~~~~! keke

ok la... gg to play audi awhile den go prepare liao.... sianz ar.....

have a nice day guys ^^''

hi all

finali can update my blog!!!!!!! 2pid com got problem... cannot log in all the web site... thx to my bro... dun knw how he use... till my com n my laptop all tio virus... wed bought my lappy go repair... fri or sat wil have to take bk...

for the past few weeks... went to help my mum... den i saw sumone.... is AH LIAN AUNTIE!!!! wahaha.... soooooo the long nv saw her liao... miz her so much... so now whenever i go toilet wil saw her... but we nv tok much... she oso change alot le...

mon (2/3) ~ bring my son go see doc.. ask doc can he stil go school.. doc said can... juz stomach got wind... after bring my son to school... went to help my mum... 1430 reach hm... got a cal.. went to fetch my son hm... stil veri sick

tues (3/3) ~ my son stil vomiting... bought my son go see doc.. after taking medi... not awhile he fell aslp.. cook porriage when my son aslp... one hr later.. my son wake up looking for food... fed him... den he stil look veri tired... den after eating... he continue to slp... til 5plus... wake up... den he start to play lor... means hes ok...

wed (4/3) ~ hubby off day.... morning send my son to school.. den go help my mum.. went hubby hs after helping my mum... den we went to yishun find diwei to repair my lappy... den we go town walk walk... eat... watch movie...

the movie 'Marley & Me' kind of funny... n ending part veri touching... omt... i cried sia... if u r a pet lover (esp dog lover)... u wil feel dam sad sia... the dog old liao... veri sick... the family have to put him to slp FOREVER! zzz... sobx sobx... the ending reali remind mi of last time my dog...

the movie i give 4/5 wor

thu (5/3) ~ morning send my son to school.. went to help my mum... ard 1430 reach hm... cleaning up the hs... waiting for my son to cm bk hm....

gg to 7th month together wif hubby le... i stil so much in love wif him... but dun knw he stil so in love wif mi ma...

HUBBY!!!! i miz u alot!!!!!!!!! sobx sobx.... muackz.... love ya!!!!!!!!

tot i have alot to write... but now i dun knw wat to write le....