new yr cming~~~

2009 is cming.. anyone have any wish??? lolz... for mi... gg to look for new job.. my bf looking for job too... as he gg to ord...

for mi 2009 wil b totali a diff yr for mi... coz... i wil make my dreamz cm true... might not b successful... but at least... im willing to give it a try....trying = 50/50... dun even wanna make the 1st move = 0/100... am i rite?? life is so unpredictable... nv knw wat happen next... so y not try out the things u wanna do ( as long as is legal n wil not hurt other ppl ) cm on... juz give it a try...

letting go of the past... try ur veri best to do... i knw not easy for mi... but i stil nid to do it....

o my... veri excited... my bf bday cming... have chalet... on 31st dec... have to bring my son over to the chalet...

all ppl... JY JY (jia you) for 2009~~~ dun give up~~~ cheers

new life????

new life??? ya.. mb... after tis few months... happened alot of thing... as for Mr Tan... i have given up on him... ask mi y??? is easy... i saw thro him... he make use of my love to him to b close to my 'best fren'.... but nvm.. is already past.. n i told my best fren abt mi n him... my best fren said i betray her... lolz... so i lost Mr Tan n my 'best fren'

betray??? lolz... wat a bad word... wats the meaning of betray??? juz bcoz Vel ('best fren') love Mr Tan.. (they r not bf gf, as Vel gg to get marry to another man.. ya.. Mr Tan n Vel is kind of like flirting bhind her bf...) n i nv tel Vel tat mi n Mr Tan is secretly together... ( yes.. i admit is my fault.. i shouldn hide from her).. does tis mean 'betray'?? NA~~~ nvm... i delected Vel frm my eveything... lolz... is pointless to xplain... coz she blive Mr Tan more den mi... crap... she said i spoilt our friendship... gosh... i nv said ended our friendship... shes the one who say it.... watever now...

i stil miz tat time mi n vel n few gals having coffee together... tat nv gg to happen again... since shes blind by love?? ya mb... Mr Tan.. a sweet tok guy... crap...

anyway bk to my simple life now... have a bf for 4months plus... younger den mi 5yo... veri caring... loving... til now... i nv tot of flirting outside... is a gd sign for mi... lolz... means tat... hes veri important to mi .... ya.. sumthing stil remain the same... example... im stil kind of fierce... lozl... hot temper... til now my bf n mi... stil veri loving... mb... is true tat... i wanna settle myself down... (not in marriage type... juz dun feel like flirting anymore) tired of tis kind of life... so lifeless... i nid sumone who reali love mi n care for mi... not juz sex... i knw sex is part of life... but u guys should knw if the person reali love u or juz for sex rite...

to my hubby (robin)

hubby... thkx for everything... u reali veri caring towards mi... n veri loving to my son as well... sori tat u have to take all my rubbish all the time... sori if im not tat type of loving sweet type of woman... but... i reali reali reali love ya... like i said... u nv give up... i nv give up k.... muackz... love yaaaaaa.....


late liao... gg to slp... nites everyone