unforgetable 16 july 2008

late at nite... frm mrt walking hm... listening to music... i slow down my step... tears roll down my cheeks... yap... im crying... my heart feel so sour like how the lemon is...

at nite ard 2000+ close to 2100... i got a sms frm her... she told mi MrTan went to find her at T3... to have his dinner wif her... im shocked by the news...

den i sms MrTan... he told mi he send his client to the airport... den passby her shop... MY HEART SINK!!! i had a great fall... so sour... he called mi... trying to xplain to mi... im juz dun wanna listen.... y?? BCOZ I SAW THE TRUTH!!!

Y?? Y?? y he frm T1 find food til went to T3??? summore he passby her shop!!! Y?? Y HES ABLE TO MEET HER FOR SUPPER?? Y NOT MI??? Y HE WENT TO FIND HER WHEN HE KNW TAT SHE STIL LOVE HIM??? Y??? Y??? Y HE NV CM TO FOND MI N XPLAIN TO MI?? Y??

as im writing tis blog... IM STIL CRYING LIKE HELL!!!!

im juz a fool... so wat he already accepted mi?? his heart is not wif mi

unforgetable 9 july 2008

juz reach hm after my lesson... think tomolow die die oso muz go interview liao... damn bore at hm... stil thinking of mon thingy... it seems like... juz happen yesterday....

miz his kiss... miz hi hug.... miz his words... juz miz him so much.... tis morning i sms him... i dun nid necklace or wat... i juz wan him to pei mi more when he have time....

dear dear... i love u... i reali do....

unforgetable 4 - 7 july 2008

on 4th of july... MrTan suppost to meet mi... he called mi at morning... bcoz of him... i nv go interview... i nv go lesson... waited til 2000+... he sms mi cant meet mi liao... feel sad...

den sum1 told mi abt his thing... im veri sad tat... y i get to knw his thing throu her... but i sms MrTan tat i willing to tc of him the rest of his life...( after i heard his stories... my poor dear dear).. hes the onli one i wil marry now... n he told mi the reason y unblock her in msn on the fone... i accept the reason... no matter wat the reason MrTan give... i wil accept...

sat nite (5th july)... i went to st james n dragon fly... the fun part is... my best fren's guy fren... veri entertain mi... til his fren tot im his gf... lolz... at 5plus ( 6th july )... we reach kovan for breakfast... 6plus reach hm...

6th july.. i bought MrTan car number... the number jump... bo tio 4D...

7th july... 12+ noon.... MrTan called mi... 1330 i wake up... cal bk MrTan... he say if can he will meet mi... again i nv go for interview.... at 1500... he reach my hs downstairs to fetch mi... he knw i angry wif him... coz... i sms him sumthing b4 i meet b4... we reach the place... he told mi sori... den told mi... he wil buy a necklace for mi... ( he forget my cd.. so mb the necklace he sure forget too )... after everything.... we go for coffee at serangoon garden...

on the way to garden... he ask mi whether wanna go movie wif him ma... woot... im dam shock... 1st time he ask mi out for a real date... 1745 he send mi to my son school... i ask him drop mi there... n i ask him go bk to work... work more important...

b4 i leave... we got kiss gd bye wor... so happi... can see frm 7th july tat... our RS IMPROVE!!!... i wil gd.... wahaha....

unforgetable 30 june 2008

on mon (30june)... she told mi tat... MrTan unblock her at msn... now... im thinking.... is he gg bk to chase her...??? i got a veri bad feeling.. i will lose MrTan veri soon.... ( i hope not )... when she told mi.... i feel deeply in hurt.... haiz.... wil MrTan chose her?? am i gg to waste my one yr waiting for him?? i reali dun knw..

on 1st july... i met my her n one more gal go party world... i sing til i cried... lolz... stupid mi.... haiz.... reali hope to meet MrTan to ask him.... to make clear....

hope to see MrTan soon